Lumière du monde

Try holding your breath for 1 minute...
Then force yourself not to breathe in so fast...
But inhale and exhale in a slow manner...




How does your heart feel?




It's the same as mine right now...
For keeping something I could not tell...



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I don't know what will happen...
As always...


Just drift along the wind...
And we'll see what happens...



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I fell,
Again....


This shouldn't have happened...
But still, 
I couldn't let go...
No matter how hard I try...


I kept on telling myself we will be okay...


I really wanted to tell you,
that you mean a lot to me...
and that I would be glad if you could give me your hand...

I was told not to hurt anyone...
That's why I couldn't do it...
For I'm still lost...
Again...




我不知道为什么,
等着你的回复到半夜,
还一直相信你会突然起来看到我的信息。
='/
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There I be,
Surfing the thin air.
See not, your eyes be...
But feel me, your body do...

Time to time,
There is company.
Some came for only a brief moment,
Like an odd odor that passes you...
Some came for a memorable period,
Like the leaves that fall and only lands when you do...

But they would still vanish...
and I was always on the run...

Always...perhaps...

Sometimes, 
Injuries was all over me...
Scrubbed against the ground for I was flying too low...
Sometimes,
The world became too big for me...
Everything was visible for I was flying too high...

I stop not,
for if I do,
there is none left of me...

Where could I reside, except being inhaled into you?
Transform into a part of you...

There, I be...
Still forever running...
But with you...
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Honestly,
I was really surprised how I had come this far. The times we had seem like yesterday and yet we had walked separate ways for years. 


A vale I thought I could never walk out. Now, even how hard I try to recall the steps I've taken to force a way out, I couldn't remember clearly how those times were. This marks how long it was since the day we secede. 


Back then, I thought it was misunderstandings that divides us. Now it seems that time is the only thing unraveling us. We just couldn't go back to how it was and who we were to be... I couldn't.... 


A milestone, it was, and never to be forgotten. God lead me into another phase of life through the times spent with you. I thought I was broken and torn to pieces, but God never let that happened to me. My faith was built up instead. 


What I wish, always ended up as something bad for me. What I want, seems like unreachable all the time. Maybe that's suppose to be what it was suppose to be.... 


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Why do I smile
When your name appears?
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Lost, not in mind
But in heart... 

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