Lumière du monde

Honestly,
I was really surprised how I had come this far. The times we had seem like yesterday and yet we had walked separate ways for years. 


A vale I thought I could never walk out. Now, even how hard I try to recall the steps I've taken to force a way out, I couldn't remember clearly how those times were. This marks how long it was since the day we secede. 


Back then, I thought it was misunderstandings that divides us. Now it seems that time is the only thing unraveling us. We just couldn't go back to how it was and who we were to be... I couldn't.... 


A milestone, it was, and never to be forgotten. God lead me into another phase of life through the times spent with you. I thought I was broken and torn to pieces, but God never let that happened to me. My faith was built up instead. 


What I wish, always ended up as something bad for me. What I want, seems like unreachable all the time. Maybe that's suppose to be what it was suppose to be.... 


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Why do I smile
When your name appears?
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Lost, not in mind
But in heart... 

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Sometimes
It gets so calm and quiet
Yet it is cold and dark


Sometimes 
It gets bright and shining 
Yet it is scorching and confusing












Vague
Both in sight and in mind


Adrift from where you should be
Dying to find your way back...
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He thought he was acting weird
For the heart was not joy when he saw it
Not excitement
But it was trembling
A battle to make his choice


He thought it was just a feeling
As always, only longer
How he wanted to run up
and say how he feels
But the fear of departure was still in his heart
Reminding him the suffering he had went through


Like a forlorn sloop
Floating in the middle of night
Lost, but with only a pitiful light of the moon

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Have we not witness 
Colors of leaves changed with the air?
Have we not felt
Warmness of wind gone with time?

One could never return to before
One could only change to after







See no enemies
When they become your friends
See no friends
When they become your lover
See no lover
When they become a stranger

















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I have finally gotten my license! Hooyah~~~~
Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!
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The year has basically kicked off
and boy, this is another fun-filled, action-packed, pressure-crammed busy year...

Growing up
This is definitely happening to me
 A painful process I would put it
But an unforgettable experience I would believe

Life has never been this fully scheduled 
Not busy
but fully planned 
from now till the very end of the year

But hey,
it's the last year I get to go through this kind of life
The only thing I should remember 
is that I should never rely on myself

Rely on Him 
and Him only

Fight till the very end! 
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