2moro is a very important day...
if everyone wans to get 1st place...
if everyone rely see the goal of our class as an important thing...

Winning...
is such a simple thing...
the only thing it takes...
is the word...together...
thinking together...
practicing together...
work together...
march together...
run together...
shout together...
n finally...
we win together...

I hope 2moro...
everyone going for the competition....
can have the word...
together...
in every heart...




I also wanna say...
a BIG...SORRY...
to everyone...
to anyone...
to someone...
that I have been rude...mean...unkind...
I am SORRY...
That I have not work in my best....
I am SORRY...
to not accept your ideas...
to not appreciate...
to misunderstood...
I am SORRY...
if we lose...




I am very happy to work with you guyz...
KAMBATEH~~~!!!

This is another point in my life where i hav to go tru the valley of death...
Soooooo low....
Rocks keep falling from above...
Hitting me...Knocking me down...
Robbers robbed me...
Wolves chased me...
Its winter again...

With so many things ahead...
I dunno where to put my priority in...
Sports day...important...
Concert...more important...
Exam...much more important...

In these events i play a quite important role...
Pressure...
Forcing me down..
Squeezing the breath outta me...
I hope i won't fall down again...
I hope i can carry all the big rocks tru the valley n climb the mountain...
Rite to the top...

I pray to God...
I beg God...
to help me...
to guide me...
to carry me...
So tat i wont feel alone...
But in ur presences...
Help me O' lord...

Cant get out frm the feeling...
Depressed...
Sad...
Worried....
Pressure...
All kinds of negative feeling...
Crowded in my mind...

My project dunno how to do...
All data dissapear on my old com...cuz com gt virus...
Now...
Trying to find a way to make colour outta my printer...
Help me ah....

Whenever i hav this autumn feeling...i feel like leaving mysef frm the world...
i like the feeling of alone...sometimes...
tatz when my mind is the clearest...
Sometimes i feel like i hav deserted my frenz...
But i hope tat they would understand...
Sometimes i juz wanna be alone...
In my autumn world...waiting winter...hoping spring...dreaming summer...



*2day pmr very sienz ah!!! n the assembly....adui...We junior still hav a long way to go...





A life muz hav moutains n valley...
Not plain wide fields...
Life muz hav up...n down....high...n low...
Spring to Summer; Autumn to Winter...
Tatz wad a colorful life needs...

I dint juz went to Melaka for tat children camp...(oh ya...tat place was incredible...El Sanctuary...)
Most of my holidayz weren't sleeping at home...
In fact,
I've spent more nitez outside than at home...
Geezz...

After the camp...
Was another camp...
Skul band training...
But b4 tat...
On 7th June...
I went to a concert with my band...
KLCC...MPYO...
Malaysia Philharmonic Young Orchestra...
Gotta wear very formal oso...if not won't let u in...phew...
They were great...real cool...
Bcuz they can be in an orchestra...AT THIS AGE...
Most of them are college students i guess...
But there were a bunch of high skul students oso....
Their concert inspired a few of me frenz...
They suppose wanna quit the band...
But after tat concert...
One came n told me tat if his skills dint reach tat lvl...he wont leave the band...
*applause*

The day following...
Is the start of the training camp...
Hell's training...

From morning...
Practicing...
To nite...
My teeth have gone outta shape as well...
But...
It was worth it...
Most of us found back the spirit tat we were suppose to have...
I have a real gud feeling tat our future won't dim...

We watched a real cool movie...called...Drumline...
Its abt a outdoor marching band...
Marching bands are REAL diciplined...organized...professional...
The movie is abt a drummer who plays the snare drum who had juz went to university...
He is real talented...but self centered...
The storyline is how he changed himself...n eventually change his band director...n finally make history...
There was one special line...All of us who watched it still remembers it now...
"ONE BAND, ONE SOUND"
If everyone have this line in their heart...
I am 100% sure tat our band can climb back up to the top...

Our teacher dint give up on us...
Y should we give up on ourselves...???
During this camp...
Teacher kept on saying motivating things...
He mentioned one little yet important thing tat we have neglected for the last few years...
"Treat ur bandmates with honesty(dunno how to translate it...so a bit weird)...N dun treat ur bandmates' comment on ur skill like they r attking u...Playing music is playing music...Dun bring ur personal affairs to the band..."
These problems...r real problems in the band...
Most of us dun comment other ppl...If we did...we do it at their backs...
Those who r gossip behind their backs don't noe wad they r wrong at...
So...
We ended up talking abt ppl's bad behind their back...
Both sides ended up with bad relationship...
N no one...has been improving...
One band...One sound...
Our bond should be the greatest...
We stand strong holding hands...
In only one circle...not 2 or 3...
We stand together side by side...
We play together day by day...
We practice together notes by notes...
Tatz wad we r suppose to do...

Teacher always say tat our band is real lazy...or else...real quiet...
Wad we were suppose to do...we dint do...
Was we were suppose to NOT do...we do best...=.=
We r a big band...
Big in both money n people...
But not yet big in name....n time...



I guess tat sums up my holiday...
The last few of my holiday...I stayed at home...Thinking...
The seniors of the band...
The juniors of the band...
I am between senior n junior...
Ready to say goodbye to senior frenz...
Ready to lead my junior frenz...
Frenz...
I ought to be making frenz...
Make our bond stronger...
Make our friendship forever...
Tat way...things would be smooth...
Tat way...One band One sound won't be a problem...
Tat way...Dreams n hopes of our senior won't die...
The seniors told me tat this camp...is the last present from them...
The last present is a real gud year of new juniors...
Making our band's future brighter...

I wanna say a BIG...Thank you....to them...
They have reli put some effort in it...
They don't want to leave us in jeopardy...danger...rite on the edge of a cliff...

A senior told me tat...
After this year...
We would be the ldrs of the band...
It is up to us to make the band btr...
To be a family...

J3 players...
Next year...
We will be S1 players...
Senior...is a big word to carry...
We have a responsibility to carry out...One band One Sound...



One band...One Sound...
We r all in this together...

This is the part 2 of

Now where was I...

Oh ya...Kids!!!

Zhi Ern...special child...touch me heart as well....XD


Another kid who quite made an impression on me is.....
Jaxine...(dunno how to spell...XD...)
A cute little girl...
6yrs old...
I dint rely notice her at Sunday Skul...Cuz...
First thing...i dont rely go there often unless gt children performance...
Second thing...she is rely small...but not rely quiet...juz quiet to crowd...XD

Now...

How did she stick with me until the very last minute of camp...until she went home...(i mean it...XD)
Well...Jungle tracking was part of the camp programme...
Sorta like Parents n Child activity...something like tat...
This little girl went at the "front line"...
I was a helper...i was sent to the "front line" to help out...
So...there was this other girl helper who was taking care of her at first...
But then she nidded help herself in some part so...
I took Jaxine little hand n started taking her tru the trip....
She was so funny...A little slop she oso nid to yell...scream...for nth actually...XD
Then she keep on asking questions like..."Will i fall down...Will i slip...Will i...Will u...Will he..."
She wasn't rely very quiet actually....Alot of questions shooting out frm her...
So...i carried her all tru the way...

Oh ya...on the way my sis gt stung by a bee....poor thing...stung rite on her ear...XD

Back to Jaxine...
She was very very afraid of dogs....
Well...i juz noe her...i dint noe her being so afraid of dogs...
The guide have some dogs helping him scouting the jungle...(the dogs did came in handy...they found a monitor lizard or something like tat...lizard...big ones...)
Jaxine suddenly spotted one of the dogs on the way...
She jumped...then grabbed me...hugging me like a Koala bear hanging on a tree...
Then the girl thing starts...yelling...screaming...
But the dog eventually went somewhere else...XD(gud thing...or she will be hanging on me for the rest of the trip)...

After the jungle track...
She kept on sticking to me....
When we are making our way to the canteen...
We sure muz pass the dogs....dogSSS...lots of em'...
She will have to hang on to somebody until carried to somewhere safe...for her...XD

At nite b4 sleep time...
She even came out n ask me to read a story for her...b4 she sleep....
So cute!!! XD...

On the bus...trip back to Klang...
She sat with me n the other helper(Amerlie) who looked after her the whole camp..
*Amerlie helped Jaxine take her bath at camp...juz like me helping Zhi Ern...Another good helper...XD*
She slept on my lap n Amerlie's lap all the haf way home...
The other haf was alot of questions frm her...XD

Wow...write so many abt Jaxine...XD
Cant help...she too cute...XD...

Another little fella is...

Ivan!!!
Oso a 6 yrs old...
He dint rely stick to me to whole camp...
Only for the first day...

He is very very VERY CUTE...as well....2 big round eyes...XD
He is very very obedient oso...I can say he is the most obedient in the 6 yrs old's...
His mom told me to look after him bcuz he is a little shy...
But me n Ivan were frenz b4 u can sing the ABC song...
One more special thing abt him is...He speaks english...the only 6 yrs old speaking english...XD
He kept talking to me abt wad to do...wad to eat....wad not to do...wad not to eat...XD
He kept talking abt a whole lot of things...some i dont even noe! XD
There was a little funny thing tat happen when he wanted to sleep on the 2nd nite...

I put him to bed...
Helped him to put his blanket...
Tell him to go to sleep...
Then turn away...n started leaving.........when he suddenly point his finger to the roof...

I asked him:"Y are u pointing ur finger at the roof?"
He answered...."Y won't the lizard fall down???"

I cant forget his big round eyes looking at the lizard like it will reli fall down...XD

Oh...those kids...XD
I reli RELI miss them...
I hope i can help out again next year...



Nidda stop here...
its 12 midnite aldi...
tomoro skul starts....
I can only take the memories n start my tiresome dayz again...

Yo~~~~
Long time no c my dear blog leh....
Yo~~~yo~~~~
Its aldi...1 month since my last entry i guess...
Sry my dear blog....
Next time won't happen....><

Autumn....
Y Autumn....
Skul is starts tomoro....
Sports day is a whole lot nearer....
Concert as well...
Not to mention the next 2 semesters are exam prepare semesters...
I m gonna die....!!!

Well....
Juz a brief record on wad i have done for the past month....
Well...
Skul had a ''Grand Opening'' of the Astronomy Tower...wow...cool...=.=!!!
made us all performing society...scouts...bla bla bla...almost everyone working out for it...
lolz...show off only...XD

Then...
Holiday...
1st n 2nd day of holiday...
Spent it at skul...in science camp....
Fun...interesting...exciting....n of cuz a bit boring...
Me team even gt a 2nd at playing their games...

Day....I forgot when...><
Children Camp!!!
I've enjoyed 3 dayz with the very very VERY CUTE children...
Being with the kids made me feel more comfortable...
They like playing...only i guess...
N playing with them is fun...Makes u feel younger alot...XD
They adore u....if u are a teenage something...
They do like...everything u do...say....etc...like playin ''Simon Says"...
They are CUTE n ADORABLE...
I still miss a few little cute kids who keeps following me around...like...

Zhi Ern...
Now this....this kid...
He's gt some special issues...
He is hyperactive...born like tat...
So his mom left him for us to help him....
This is where I come in...
I forgot how i started to be frenz with him...
But at the camp he kept stick to me...Nvr letting me outta sight...
I feel like his big brother...MORE than his real brothers(Zhi Ern is the smallest in the family)
I helped him make his milo for breakfast...
I helped him find a place to sleep....rite beside me anyway...he couldn't sleep without me...XD
I EVEN helped him take his bath...XD...
He is a special child...who nids special care...
So i can only be patient with him...
He always punch me in the stomach...
But still say sry afterwards...Hey...some progress rite??
He even learn how to serve others...he brought me a cup water...without me even asking him...
After the camp...
He said to his mom...
"I love XX kor kor"....
So touching actually...i don't mind...
Cuz i rely put my heart in taking care of him...
This muz be a little special thing God put in my life...

Erm...Wow...so long liao...
Continue in another entry la...XD




to be continue.........