Dashing across the dark sky
Just like an artist painting with heaven lights
If I could have a wish
I wish only to know your wish
When that perfect star flew pass us
Could it be
that this has became my habit?
I couldn't resist
to not know
and even though knowing more makes it even harder
I've still looked back
I once pictured us
taking steps under the shimmering stars
Nothing to be said
for the clusters of heaven lights
had us both starring it in each other's eyes
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Busy schedule ahead.
At last, this adventurous year has come to it's end...
Angelic voice... with a angelic face...
Harmonized orchestra... with a powerful choir...
Cute song... with an adorable singer...
=)
Some footprints
Might be washed away by the waves
But some
Became part of the beach forever
Her hands were once soft and smooth
It changed because of me...
Her schedule was once free and relaxing
It changed because of me...
Though I was a trouble
My brother and sis' made it a double...
Her face, still young and pretty
Her heart, still kind and loving...
A blessed birthday
I wish to you
The greatest angel the Lord has sent me...
Happy Birthday
Mother~
I couldn't help it
My hand just went out...
Crazy as it seems
I still hope that she would take it...
A bright smile
Still fighting to keep itself up...
Shining eyes
Finding it's way into her heart...
She took it
Placing it softly into mine...
Shaking, it was
But strangely mine wasn't...
I lead her away
As gentle as I could with her hand...
Into the world
Everything was not as before...
A once dark night
Now filled with colours of our feelings...
A once lonely night
Now vanished as our hearts gleamed together...
Lying next to you
We watched the stars sailing in the night...
The wind was surfing
The waves were kissing the same beach we are on...
I couldn't help it
My hand just went out...
Crazy as it seems
I still hope that she would take it...
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Don't worry, this is not me trying to express my feelings... I was just trying to find some ideas for a short film, so I came up here to write some stuffs and hoped that I could squeeze anything out. But well, obviously I didn't really got a story.
Anyway, SPM is already on it's way, killing quite a lot of people too. However, I don't really care about it, so I guess I'm officially in the holidays already. The least I hope is to get a credit for every subject. I think that's still possible, right?
Well, this is another same "packed with adventures" holiday. SPM hit number on the list, while Band Camp and a Teen Gospel Camp only arrives in December. Oh yeah, there's a Composing Competition coming up... and I still haven't got the whole song completed.
There's this Class trip coming up too, right at the last day of SPM, which is 7th of December. We're going to Pulau Penang to spend 3 days 2 nights together for the last time. This is also the reason why I was trying to write for a short film. I think the beach side and mountain views over there won't be bad. Plus, it might be the last thing we ever do together. Class changes next year and we are all going to be separated. Sad, but true...
Can't believe how fast we came to this point....
No matter how blazing the sun is
I'm still here
Time...
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Separates you from the past...
Locks you up in the present...
And never letting you touch the future...
Time...
Stacks your age up...
Pull opportunities away from you...
Creating memories for you to keep...
Time...
You either live with it...
or you'll just fade away...
Hi
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Girl you just caught my eye...
Thought I should give it a try
and get your name and your number...
Go grab some lunch and eat some cucumbers...
WHY, did I say that?
I don't know why.
But you're smilin' and it's something I like
on your face, yeah it suits you
Girl, we connect like we have bluetooth
I don't know why.
I'm drawn to you
Could you be the other one so we'd equal two?
and this is all based on a lucky chance
that you would rather add then subtract...
Hey
How have you been?
I know that it's been awhile...
Are you tired cause you've been on my mind
running thousand and thousands of miles...?
Sorry, I know that line's outta style
But you...
You look so beautiful on this starry night...
Loving the way moonlight catches your eyes and smile...
I'm captivated
Your beauty is timeless never outdated...
You and I
Could be like
Sonny and Cher
Honey and bears...
You and I
Could be like Aladdin and Jasmine
Let's make it happen...
Cute song.... "By Chance" by JRA... =)
Though it still hurts sometimes,
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whenever I trampled into the images still trapped inside...
I succeeded...
To learn how to overcome things...
Things... like this...
I finally understood what you really did...
Thank you...
New season, New team, New position...
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No, I'm not talking about EPL...
A few updates on me life since me birthday~
*Got my first surprise party in my life
*Got my first surprise party in my life
*We got into the "Song Fest" finals
*There's a National Chinese Song Composing Competition coming up
*Assigned to be president of school band for 1 year
*Trial sucks...
La vie, always full of surprise don't they?
I'm still awfully uncommitted, lazing about, out of my mind, crazy, insane, goon, goofing around, day dreaming...........anything you can think about...
Well, I have came to a conclusion that whenever I was situated at stressful times, I tend to avoid it and putting myself at a devastated state... Which is happening now... /.\
Hell...SPM is only less than 80 days away...
Funny how sometimes the roads you hope to be a highway turns into a simple crossroad in your life...
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And when you want to make your U-turn back to the point...
You realized the dividers stopping you from going back...
Funny how sometimes you concentrated too much on the scenery around you on the road of your life...
And when the scenery finally changed and you decided to put your eyes back on the road...
You're already off the road and headed for a tree...
It is impossible to go back to moments you've already been through...
Use and cherish every moment you got...
It is unwise to do the wrong thing at the wrong time...
For you might drift away from what you're suppose to do...
Worse, you might injure yourself...bad....
I've walked on this beautiful planet for 17 years now...
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Wishing another friend a blessed birthday too~
So great to have a friend whose birthday is exactly the same as yours...
Happy Birthday Hoyan Hooi...
and me of course~
I'm just listening to the clock go ticking,
I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
All the fears you feel inside,
and all the tears you cry,
they're ending right here.
I'll heal your heart and soul;
I'll keep you oh so close.
Don't worry; I'll never let you go.
You're all I need, you're everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
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I am waiting as the time goes by.
I think of you with every breath I take,
I need to feel your heartbeat next to mine.
You're all I see, in everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
All the fears you feel inside,
and all the tears you cry,
they're ending right here.
I'll heal your heart and soul;
I'll keep you oh so close.
Don't worry; I'll never let you go.
You're all I need, you're everything.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
No one else will ever do.
I got a stubborn heart for you.
Call me crazy, but its true; I love you.
I didn't think that it would be,
you have made it clear to me.
You're all I need.
I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna kiss you,
I just wanna love you all my life.
I normally wouldn't say this,
but I just can't contain it.
I want you here forever,
right here by my side.
By David Choi.
In life, there are bound to be different people you'll meet...
People who is only known by a name...
People who you only say Hi to...
People who you would go out with...
People who you would hang out with everyday...
People who you would share your experiences with...
People who you would open your heart to...
Some might walk with you throughout your whole life...
but there are people who would only pass through your life...
Cherish the time you spend with everyone around you as you do not know they might just be passing by your life...
Yea, I still can't get over it...
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This is my own challenge, and I should conquer it...
Updates to come, soon......
Just a brief update on what's going on lately...
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Well... It has been a tiresome half year for me, and I'm sure it would surely be quite the same for the next half...but...It's all worth it =)
2 more days (which means Wednesday), and I'll be standing on the stage of Sri-KL, facing great speakers from great schools from different parts of M'sia. First time in my life, I could have this honour to represent my school for an Inter-School Elocution Competition... Thank God for all these experiences~
I'll do my best!
The heart breaks for it does not have faith
in Him who thrones above all...
The heart sings for it has peace
from Him who governs over all...
I don't understand why...
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Why, till today, I still can't let go?
Sometimes, I just want to go up...
Sometimes, I really hope...
Just came back from Hong Kong...
The adventure there was just stunning...
Not in the mood to share everything right now... 'Cause there're really a lot of things...
Maybe next time =D
Rain falls...
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Heart drops...
Knees down...
Face flat...
I know where to go, my legs take me not...
I will stand back up, so worry me not...
I'll find you in the morning sun,
and when the night is new.
I'll be looking at the moon,
but I'll be seeing you...
Come fly with me...
Sometimes it's hard to believe that I've come to this day...
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Honestly, it seemed like the first baby steps I took in my band was like yesterday. Now, my last concert with this band is reaching, and I'm left with 1 and a half more years to share my life with them... I believe what I feel now is pretty much the same as many other seniors who went through the same situation.
Give the best present I can give, which is my time and effort...
Do the best I can, to leave with the best memories...
With not more than 2 months of time, a full list of songs yet completed... But I do not care if we played too bad... I just want to give in all... I just want to be with you all... I just want to see everyone grow together...
The only wish I have, is to see a real band before I leave...
My band, My life; One band, One sound.... Make miracles HHSB~
How fast does time flies?
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You feel it most when you see how far you've walked from where you started...
I still remember how late I stayed awake...
Just to give you a call...
I still remember how far I walked...
Just to see you smile back at me...
I hate to say that I can only remember these things now...
and not to experience it...
But maybe separate roads are best for us...
Yet I hope it doesn't go in different directions...
All in all...
The least I could do...
Is to wish that all we have shared together,
can be kept in a safe place...
and that joy flows from the deepest of your heart...
Be happy~
The night sky was filled with dark and cold colors...
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No stars twinkling, one moon blurry...
My heart feels the same...
For you alone still stays there in the mist...
The clouds so thick, no other light came through...
We'd be sitting together under that starless night...
But now, it is only me with the blurry moon...
思念如燕它飞舞舌尖
若是真爱配尝几分苦甜
意念婆娑时间里推磨
追随到何处才结果
燕如针线在青空缝编
几幅女红将以泪缀点
誓言斑驳情雾只是经过
风雨中且让我盈步婀娜
ARGH!!! SO PEK CEK THESE DAYS~ =.=!!
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It feels weird...
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When the feeling you know you shouldn't be having...
Appears to be inside you...
When a crossroad emerged...
You can either choose to go left...or to the right...
I chose to turn around and find another way...
I found out it still hurts...
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I think everytime after a series of event...
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The time when you get the chance to finally sit down and stare...
There's a mixture of a sweet and sour feeling deep down inside...
When you're thinking about the things that you've just been busying about...
Either with someone or not...
You'll smile without noticing it yourself...
Because of the laughters you shared with someone...
Or..
Because of the tears you shed in times of stress...
You'll feel silly for being that silly back then...
and you'll find ways to keep those memories fresh...
so that you can replay it in your mind over and over and over.................
But the fact is...
Your journey of life does consist of many departs with people
Of course there are times when you get to know new friends and be exposed to new things...
But when you're getting older and older...
You'll want to cling on to what you think it's the best...
I'm not old enough to say that, this I'm clear...
I still ache for new adventures, learn new things, meet new friends.........
The point is....leaving what you have is get more and more difficult...
Looking back...is not always sweet...
I'm a bit nostalgic....
but I know I'm not afraid of the future...
'cause there's a God watching over me...
and I believe that with all my heart...
Ride with me~
A finale with God's wonder fulfilling it...
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All we can do is awe in His forever amazing grace...
All we can do is thank Him...
Praise Him...
Worthy is the Lamb!
Do me a favour...
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DAM'IT STOP YOUR IGNORANT BEHAVIORS AND GROW UP!!!
The past defines your life...
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The present defines your action...
But...
It is you who defines the future...
With God enthroned in you...
Tired like hell...
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It's a marathon...
And it won't end for another 7 months...
The curve on your face,
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set my nerves on craze...
The sound of your voice,
Silent, all the noise...
Finding, through a maze...
Searching, in a haze...
Hold on to my choice...
Keeping all the joys...
Sometimes...
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You just feel like giving up...
Like everything doesn't matter...
You don't have to worry...
You don't have to care...
Free from heavy weight on your shoulders...
Gone from unsettling dreams every night...
Nothing to be responsible to...
Nothing to decide for...
Plenty of room to day-dream...
Plenty of time to rest...
Sometimes...
You just feel like that...
You just feel...
First, a BIG sorry to my dear readers for the late update... There were really a lot of things going on recently. I'm practically worn out, stressed out, tired, dizzy, anything you can think of...
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I can't believe I started to organize my schedule few months earlier. It's gonna be a busy time for me from April till July. Every last day in the holidays scheduled with things that varies from Church to Band and even to Hong Kong. Tough ride, but I know I can make it through with Him giving me strength!
At last I see the light...And it's like the fog has lifted...
All those days watching from the windows
All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind, I've been
Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's all so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be...
And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once
Everything is different
Now that I see you...
Lyrics from Tangled, I see the Light...
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All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind, I've been
Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's all so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be...
And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once
Everything is different
Now that I see you...
Lyrics from Tangled, I see the Light...
How are you lately?
Everything just keeps reminding me of you...
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Everything just keeps reminding me of you...
The sky seems to be in the same mood as his. All dull and grey. He just sat there facing towards the clouds as if they will tell him what to do. The clouds didn't give any answer, but instead, it started to rain. The drops of rain made his heart even colder, the faded sky slowly darkened his sight. There was nothing but the sound of rain beating down and his heart replying the rain...
He was tired. Tired of the changing weather in his life. He was exhausted. Exhausted from the journey to the peak. He was weary. Weary for the scars from the past. His last drop of energy to fight off this feeling was drained by this gloomy shower. His eyes closed, his heart sank, his body collapsed.... The drips of rain was replaced by pure silence. Not even his breathing could be heard.
He was terrified of this silence. Even the worn-out heart started to pump faster. He climbed back up on his feet and shouted at the top of his lungs. But no ears hear him, no eyes see him. So he sat down and waited. Waited for the sound that will break the silence....
It came eventually, though it was short and swift. But it doesn't matter. It broke all silence around him. He jumped up as fast as he could and reached for the sound, hoping that he could grasp it in his hands. But he couldn't. The sound was gone, but so was the silence.
The roar of the last thunder woke him up. The rain turned into a giant storm. He looked out to the dark sky but not with the same feeling as before. He knew there and then that he could ride through the storm, and the after it is the heart-warming sun taking over the land again.
The sound was gone, but so was the silence... The thrill had ended, but so was the fear....
He knew the time had come for him to move on... towards the end of the storm....
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He was tired. Tired of the changing weather in his life. He was exhausted. Exhausted from the journey to the peak. He was weary. Weary for the scars from the past. His last drop of energy to fight off this feeling was drained by this gloomy shower. His eyes closed, his heart sank, his body collapsed.... The drips of rain was replaced by pure silence. Not even his breathing could be heard.
He was terrified of this silence. Even the worn-out heart started to pump faster. He climbed back up on his feet and shouted at the top of his lungs. But no ears hear him, no eyes see him. So he sat down and waited. Waited for the sound that will break the silence....
It came eventually, though it was short and swift. But it doesn't matter. It broke all silence around him. He jumped up as fast as he could and reached for the sound, hoping that he could grasp it in his hands. But he couldn't. The sound was gone, but so was the silence.
The roar of the last thunder woke him up. The rain turned into a giant storm. He looked out to the dark sky but not with the same feeling as before. He knew there and then that he could ride through the storm, and the after it is the heart-warming sun taking over the land again.
The sound was gone, but so was the silence... The thrill had ended, but so was the fear....
He knew the time had come for him to move on... towards the end of the storm....
I remember few months back when it's still back at the year-end holidays... I spent a few nights facing the laptop and forced myself through the whole night to work out the proposal... Never in a million did I think that time, that OUR proposal would be accepted...
Yes...
We're accepted by the POLYU Global Business and Entrepreneurship Challenge...
And that means we are flying to Hong Kong...
Which, of course, leads to more sleepless nights...
HONG KONG! HERE WE COME~!!! =D
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Yes...
We're accepted by the POLYU Global Business and Entrepreneurship Challenge...
And that means we are flying to Hong Kong...
Which, of course, leads to more sleepless nights...
HONG KONG! HERE WE COME~!!! =D
Listening to your heartbeat...
It's the easiest way to know how your life is going...
Slow or fast...
Just keep it going...
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It's the easiest way to know how your life is going...
Slow or fast...
Just keep it going...
A little curve appeared on his face, as the memories flowed through his mind. The time seems to stop on every clock that he sees. Always the same time...
How he wish to continue this magical journey with his mates. With the dwarfs, with the fairies...With the centaurs and the goatees... Yelling out the Holy Turtle's disciples... Running wild with the music... Read and write the letters... Facing his deepest fears... Working together to fight against the Witch... Saving Azlan... Imagining... Feeling... Fulfilling....
He missed all the cheers and all the tears... The last lunch they had and the last game they played... but he knew that the time ticked on as he left... and he knew he had to move on to another place....
The curve began to slip away... Though his heart still warm... Because he knows that this magical Kingdom will need their aid once again... and they will reunite once again with new stories to share....
He kept this memory in the safest place to make sure he remembers how to get back to the magical land... to find his mates... to find Narnia...
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How he wish to continue this magical journey with his mates. With the dwarfs, with the fairies...With the centaurs and the goatees... Yelling out the Holy Turtle's disciples... Running wild with the music... Read and write the letters... Facing his deepest fears... Working together to fight against the Witch... Saving Azlan... Imagining... Feeling... Fulfilling....
He missed all the cheers and all the tears... The last lunch they had and the last game they played... but he knew that the time ticked on as he left... and he knew he had to move on to another place....
The curve began to slip away... Though his heart still warm... Because he knows that this magical Kingdom will need their aid once again... and they will reunite once again with new stories to share....
He kept this memory in the safest place to make sure he remembers how to get back to the magical land... to find his mates... to find Narnia...
Why am I even wasting my time typing this thing out?
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Oh, what I would do to have
the kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is,
And he's holding out his hand
But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried they keep on telling me
Time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win,
You will never win".
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
the Voice of Truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the Voice of Truth says "this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth...
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the kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is,
And he's holding out his hand
But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried they keep on telling me
Time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win,
You will never win".
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
the Voice of Truth says "do not be afraid!"
and the Voice of Truth says "this is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth...
He made it...
=)
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=)
Here I am...
Sent me...
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Sent me...
A last few looks in the mirror, and he's off on his way to explore a new day. Still recovering from his dreamy state, he told himself to put a positive attitude to face the world. He talked to himself, saying that he will not let himself fail. He lifted up his head, embraced himself and head on with no fear....
His journey started off well. He tried his best to make himself look confident and fearless. Every obstacle that he encountered, he fought on with courage, the courage from he himself. Wave by wave, he ride through the storm. Gradually, his confidence rose and together the arrogance inside of him. Having so proud of himself, he thought he is good enough for the world.
It was all until failures came in.
He wasn't good enough. In fact, after a few more catastrophe, he felt that he wasn't anywhere near good. All his glory washed away by time. All his possession turns to dust. He thought he can have it all. He thought he was on the high road. Turns out all those achievements meant nothing. Nothing, was really attained by him.
He retraced his steps back to where he started and found the mirror he once looked into. The mirror changed. The one standing inside wasn't the one before.
He changed.
Not the flesh, not the age. But the new scars and bruises he got after his adventurous voyage. He saw himself crying, but no tears were dropping. He was desperate to find the answers to his misery, but the mirror only tells him what his misery are....
He asked his friends, they could only tell him the reality. He cried to his dearest, they could only wipe off the tear that doesn't seem to be ending. He was despairing.
Until he remembered....
He forgotten the one who blessed him with life. The one who created heaven and earth, who decorated the sky with stars, whose wisdom limitless and infinity.
He found what he was looking for....
He had nothing from the very beginning. He was given and took away. He learnt his lesson. The big picture now revealed to him.
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He looked at the mirror before he head out to face a new day. Now awake from his dreamy state, he begin a new expedition without fear. He stood back up, his courage arose. His head not lifted up, his confidence not rising at all. He changed from independent to dependant.
Confidence?
He made himself fall because of his own confidence....
He doesn't need anymore of that for he had found what he really need.
Faith in the Lord.
Most of us are taught to have confidence in yourself, believe in yourself or trust your instincts....We are wrong because what we have in ourselves are nothing compared to the one who gave us everything. His bountiful blessings and grace poured on us and yet we tend to say everything we have is fought by our own blood and tears. Confidence? I say we turn to the truth. I say we have faith....
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His journey started off well. He tried his best to make himself look confident and fearless. Every obstacle that he encountered, he fought on with courage, the courage from he himself. Wave by wave, he ride through the storm. Gradually, his confidence rose and together the arrogance inside of him. Having so proud of himself, he thought he is good enough for the world.
It was all until failures came in.
He wasn't good enough. In fact, after a few more catastrophe, he felt that he wasn't anywhere near good. All his glory washed away by time. All his possession turns to dust. He thought he can have it all. He thought he was on the high road. Turns out all those achievements meant nothing. Nothing, was really attained by him.
He retraced his steps back to where he started and found the mirror he once looked into. The mirror changed. The one standing inside wasn't the one before.
He changed.
Not the flesh, not the age. But the new scars and bruises he got after his adventurous voyage. He saw himself crying, but no tears were dropping. He was desperate to find the answers to his misery, but the mirror only tells him what his misery are....
He asked his friends, they could only tell him the reality. He cried to his dearest, they could only wipe off the tear that doesn't seem to be ending. He was despairing.
Until he remembered....
He forgotten the one who blessed him with life. The one who created heaven and earth, who decorated the sky with stars, whose wisdom limitless and infinity.
He found what he was looking for....
He had nothing from the very beginning. He was given and took away. He learnt his lesson. The big picture now revealed to him.
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He looked at the mirror before he head out to face a new day. Now awake from his dreamy state, he begin a new expedition without fear. He stood back up, his courage arose. His head not lifted up, his confidence not rising at all. He changed from independent to dependant.
Confidence?
He made himself fall because of his own confidence....
He doesn't need anymore of that for he had found what he really need.
Faith in the Lord.
Most of us are taught to have confidence in yourself, believe in yourself or trust your instincts....We are wrong because what we have in ourselves are nothing compared to the one who gave us everything. His bountiful blessings and grace poured on us and yet we tend to say everything we have is fought by our own blood and tears. Confidence? I say we turn to the truth. I say we have faith....
Just two words...
After such a period of time...
The first 2 words...
Said with a curve on the face...
The shock of joy ran quickly through me...
and out of me....
Thank you......
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After such a period of time...
The first 2 words...
Said with a curve on the face...
The shock of joy ran quickly through me...
and out of me....
Thank you......
As the path goes on...
Where shall my feet be set...
As the waves roll on...
Where shall my heart be set...
Show me....
Made it in to the finals...
Glad that I'm not alone in every battle...
Glory to God in the highest...
He who gave me everything...shall be my everything...
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Where shall my feet be set...
As the waves roll on...
Where shall my heart be set...
Show me....
Made it in to the finals...
Glad that I'm not alone in every battle...
Glory to God in the highest...
He who gave me everything...shall be my everything...
I really wanted to ask...
but every scar of me said no...
Without You there along the way...
None of me seems to be right...
Elocution this year...
Was real hard for me...
First,
I wasn't selected by the teacher to enter this year's competition...
This gave me a great drop on my confidence scale...
I asked her to let me join before the selection round...even though I've successfully made it through that round...My heart couldn't get off the feeling of the lack of confidence...I know I should put my faith to God...Do my best and He'll do the rest...
I'm a weak person...I'm like Peter...I'm not wise at all...
But God is forever in command...and He prepared the best for us...
After the selection round, I spend time in search for the reason why I wasn't chose for the competition this year...Weakness, is a common thing we all have...and if it wasn't for this incident...I wouldn't have had the determination to realise that I have so much more to improvise...
Today's pre-lim...I can only say I tried my best...
No matter what result I get...
All the glory be to God~
I miss the times when you teach me how...
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but every scar of me said no...
Without You there along the way...
None of me seems to be right...
Elocution this year...
Was real hard for me...
First,
I wasn't selected by the teacher to enter this year's competition...
This gave me a great drop on my confidence scale...
I asked her to let me join before the selection round...even though I've successfully made it through that round...My heart couldn't get off the feeling of the lack of confidence...I know I should put my faith to God...Do my best and He'll do the rest...
I'm a weak person...I'm like Peter...I'm not wise at all...
But God is forever in command...and He prepared the best for us...
After the selection round, I spend time in search for the reason why I wasn't chose for the competition this year...Weakness, is a common thing we all have...and if it wasn't for this incident...I wouldn't have had the determination to realise that I have so much more to improvise...
Today's pre-lim...I can only say I tried my best...
No matter what result I get...
All the glory be to God~
I miss the times when you teach me how...
Wake up...
Stop loaming in your dream...
and get real...
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Stop loaming in your dream...
and get real...
Tears...
No matter how hard we try...
It does exist...
This is because we were meant to have it...
It tells us that we have reach our limit...
of accepting what we can carry...
We let what we can't take to flow away with it...
Regrets...
Sorrows...
Disappointments...
It tells us that we have attained our constraint...
of receiving what we can manage...
No matter how hard you try...
You can't keep these tears from dropping...
With it, it carries...
Joy...
Pleasure...
Excitement...
Realization...
Tears...
Doesn't mean a surrender to your weakness...
But an expression of your threshold...
We were meant to have it...
Realize, did I...
That the bitter teardrop...
Will turn to a sweet scent in the end...
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No matter how hard we try...
It does exist...
This is because we were meant to have it...
It tells us that we have reach our limit...
of accepting what we can carry...
We let what we can't take to flow away with it...
Regrets...
Sorrows...
Disappointments...
It tells us that we have attained our constraint...
of receiving what we can manage...
No matter how hard you try...
You can't keep these tears from dropping...
With it, it carries...
Joy...
Pleasure...
Excitement...
Realization...
Tears...
Doesn't mean a surrender to your weakness...
But an expression of your threshold...
We were meant to have it...
Realize, did I...
That the bitter teardrop...
Will turn to a sweet scent in the end...
You came...
and you smiled...
Your face so bright...
We talked...
and we laughed...
Our time flew fast...
Such expression you had...
Such feeling that I've once felt before...
You came...
and you're gone...
Left me with none...
I rub my eyes...
and I closed it back...
Hoping to see you smile again...
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and you smiled...
Your face so bright...
We talked...
and we laughed...
Our time flew fast...
Such expression you had...
Such feeling that I've once felt before...
You came...
and you're gone...
Left me with none...
I rub my eyes...
and I closed it back...
Hoping to see you smile again...
Well, maybe I know somewhere...
Deep in my soul...
That love never last...
And we've gotta find other ways...
To make it alone...
Or keep a straight face...
And I always lived like this...
Keeping a comfortable distance...
And up until now, I had sworn to myself...
That I'm content with loneliness...
Because none of it was ever worth the risk...
But you are the only exception...
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Deep in my soul...
That love never last...
And we've gotta find other ways...
To make it alone...
Or keep a straight face...
And I always lived like this...
Keeping a comfortable distance...
And up until now, I had sworn to myself...
That I'm content with loneliness...
Because none of it was ever worth the risk...
But you are the only exception...
Only one,
Asked you twice...
It's the matter of why...
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Asked you twice...
It's the matter of why...
Sick...
From the seen...
to the unseen...
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From the seen...
to the unseen...
Dropped to my knees...
My heart sank...
Almost a circle of the 4 seasons,
did we stumbled upon each other on this journey of life...
Little did we know...
That we couldn't even walk through the falling leaves together...
Til now...
No one else walked with me through the changing weather...
The cold winds kissed my cheeks...
As I watch your steps slowly parting away from mine...
The rain danced on my head...
As I recall the last memories...
None is to be repeated...
None is to be saved...
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My heart sank...
Almost a circle of the 4 seasons,
did we stumbled upon each other on this journey of life...
Little did we know...
That we couldn't even walk through the falling leaves together...
Til now...
No one else walked with me through the changing weather...
The cold winds kissed my cheeks...
As I watch your steps slowly parting away from mine...
The rain danced on my head...
As I recall the last memories...
None is to be repeated...
None is to be saved...
Walk on...
Need not fast...
Just don't stop...
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Need not fast...
Just don't stop...
This be the toughest year...yet~
I won't say I'm busy...
Instead thinking my life ain't boring!
CHIONG AH!!!
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I won't say I'm busy...
Instead thinking my life ain't boring!
CHIONG AH!!!
Weak, is the heart...
That makes the body crumble...
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That makes the body crumble...
Time...
Was all I needed...
To rest an uneasy heart...
Time...
Was all I needed...
To get back to the start...
But...
Time...
Is all I lack...
to get away from this crap...
They came chasing after me...
Torture, pushing, stressing me...
While I'm 'wake and in my dreams...
They came with scary and horrid things...
In a terrible mood...
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Was all I needed...
To rest an uneasy heart...
Time...
Was all I needed...
To get back to the start...
But...
Time...
Is all I lack...
to get away from this crap...
They came chasing after me...
Torture, pushing, stressing me...
While I'm 'wake and in my dreams...
They came with scary and horrid things...
In a terrible mood...
Not a word, not a gesture...
Not a smile, not a pleasure...
We shall wait and we shall see...
Is is you or is it me?
Wondered today...
If we met for the first time today...
What would it be?
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Not a smile, not a pleasure...
We shall wait and we shall see...
Is is you or is it me?
Wondered today...
If we met for the first time today...
What would it be?
Last year,
I pray to God to let me see His wonders...
I pray to God to let me know Him more...
I pray to God to let me grow in His words...
I pray to God to let me be more like Him...
4 simple lines...
Was answered in an amazing way that I can't even describe it with words...
Even typing these out makes me want to cry...
Because God really is there...
And He listened and listens...
He have gave me big lessons LAST year~
I pray to God that He would continue to strengthen my faith...
I pray to God that He would not forsake me...
Be with me all through the day...
All through the night...
2011...
Here I come!
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I pray to God to let me see His wonders...
I pray to God to let me know Him more...
I pray to God to let me grow in His words...
I pray to God to let me be more like Him...
4 simple lines...
Was answered in an amazing way that I can't even describe it with words...
Even typing these out makes me want to cry...
Because God really is there...
And He listened and listens...
He have gave me big lessons LAST year~
I pray to God that He would continue to strengthen my faith...
I pray to God that He would not forsake me...
Be with me all through the day...
All through the night...
2011...
Here I come!
