Know why my mind is so jammed...
Sometimes, I wanna lie to myself...
That you have your reasons to do this to me...
Sometimes, I just give up...
And put myself in a devastated situation...
If only I could ask you...
If only you would answer...
Maybe it wouldn't be such an headache now...

But you chose not to let me know...
I couldn't understand...maybe I'm meant to understand you...
Sometimes, I will dream back those times...
When I purposely stayed back...
Every last moment...stayed crystal clear in my memories...
For I tried to remember them whenever wherever I could...
Terrified, that it might leave me someday...

How long have it been since that day...
You never said a goodbye...
A few times, I tried to approach...
A few times, my courage falls...
Now I'm too afraid to try anything...
Fear for disappointment filled my mind...

I still wanna thank you...
For showing me how real this world is...
For teaching me how to smile and cry at the same time...
I've wondered...
Am I just a tiny bit in your beautiful life?
Throwing me away is O' so easy...
Just to let you know...
Throwing you away is impossible...

I've forgotten to tell you back then...
It's rude not to say goodbye when you're leaving someone...
A "hello" must end with a "goodbye"...
Well...
I know it's hard for me to say...
Hope it's the same for you...
Even if we are to say it...
I want to say it together with my blessings...
Hoping you will remember to pray daily...
Hoping you will remember to eat regularly...
Hoping you will remember to sleep early...
Hoping you will remember to smile gladly...
...
Hoping you will remember...









This PolyU Project is driving me crazy~