I shouldn't be sitting here actually...but I know I can't sleep if I don't do this...
Well...things just ain't going the way it should be...or maybe the way I THINK it should be...
Once again I asked myself...Should I torture myself with all of these? I could just close my eyes and act like nothing ever happened...I am worned down and torned to pieces...I keep on telling myself I am heading for the ground and my world getting darker...The music fades out...The hopes burn out...Yes, I'm not feeling right, not feeling fine, not feeling what I want to......

I know I shouldn't...but human are weak...and wicked...
I just feel unfair and unjust watching the lives around me shining brighter and brighter...
and yet I'm dimming...
No, it's not fair at all...
In my own scale, these aren't fair...these aren't appropriate...

I know who to look for..,
and I should do that now...