Very very very busy...
That's the life I have been having...
Busy...busy...busy...life...
I haven't finish some of my homework also...
What am I so busy over for???
Why am I so busy???
When did I became so busy???
How did I become so busy???

I haven't been a true christian...I feel...
Haven't been holding my tongue...my heart...and my mind...
How could I be so selfish and rude...
I have to think more before I act in the future...I have to hold back my tongue...and sometimes my hand...
My mind has gone a bit numb...
I can't get the light to write...
There's a writing competition that I really want to do my best in it...
But my best just ain't coming out...

Getting a bit emo these days...
Sometimes I get triggered into the very high mode...then after a few hours...I feel nothing...I feel empty...This is a bad sign...
With God...I shouldn't be feeling that...I should be filled...With joy and peace...With strength and wisdom...I guess...I haven't be prioritizing the right thing...

I made a new song...
A song that came out of my heart...
It sounds like a simple melody...But when my mind have the words for it...I'm sure it can express my feelings...
The mind isn't working now...
I can't even write well now...Things just seem to get stuck...Words just seem so hard to find...Sentence ain't flowing smoothly...What am I talking about now??
I feel chaotic...Maybe I should listen to some music and just do my homework...



I can feel the Autumn breeze...