Things are getting a bit rough these days...
It's only been 20 days...
Are we heading for another wave of nonsense???
We don't need that...not this early...not forever!
It's a big world...but we still have to share it...
No...we don't need the things not needed...
And sit down...quietly...and enjoy the lessons and days we are going to have together for the next 3 more years...
You never know...In the future we might be seeing each other even after we decide to fly high...
Lets not break that fellowship we have now and build up a firm friendship together...We ARE in the same class after all... So much things to be done...to be accomplish...to be successful... to overcome... to enjoy... to live... to take... to share... to learn... anything you can think of it...we have much more to come...
Lets not head on for empty results...




Even though...I wrote those words....to make our class a better place...but not everyone will read this...I just hope...that we will have the best last 3 years in this school together......
There IS something I'd like to point out...
Some things that are not required...
Some things that are a bit over the limit...
Some things that are wrong...
We have to know whats the purpose of what we are doing...
Like for instance...
We go to school...so that we can learn...
We buy houses...so that we can have shelter for the night or storms...
We make rules...so that we can have peace among each other...
So...what's the purpose of having the PIC of discipline (PIC = Person In Charge...in case you don't know)...
Now...I know that the school have rules about tugging in your shirt...or having the right hairstyle...or wearing the right uniform...or wearing the uniform the right way...bla bla bla...
BUT...at class...the main purpose we are in the class...is to learn...OUR PRIORITY...is to learn...take in what teacher and devour and digest and make it yours...
NOW...tugging in my shirt...or having the right hairstyle...or wearing the right uniform...or wearing the uniform the right way...AIN'T GONNA HELP ME AT LESSONS...
I ain't gonna learn more...or devour more...or digest more...with my shirt either tugged in or let out...with my hair tidy and neat or long and fuzzy...you get my point...
SO...why not let me be comfortable and just learn...there's not a single need...NOT ONE REASON...NOT EVEN ONE TINY LITTLE POINT...I see that I SHOULD tug in my shirt to have my lesson...and that I SHOULD be punished if I don't...I am not a person who acts on pure emotion...I think logically before I wrote this blog...I thought of all the reasons...points...and from every angle...(maybe not all)...I just don't see the point of tugging in...making me smarter??? making me faster??? making me clever??? It's just no reason to be punish for something I feel right...Am I doing ANY HARM to others not tugging in my shirt???AM I making anyone NOT ABLE to have their lessons??? Apart from you trying to make me tug in my shirt I think there's no one else in this class having problems with their lessons..."I come in peace...with my shirt out".
Why not look at other things to be done...
Why not look at the environment when our lessons are being conducted...
Why not look and see the people making noises and disturbing others at lessons...
Even the teachers are starting to complain...Can't you feel anything???
I myself is being disturbed with the noise pollution...
Even if they're discussing about the lesson...doesn't mean they have the right to disturb others who wants to listen to the teacher...
Now I even think that sleeping is not ALL wrong...They aren't disturbing anyone...But bad for themselves only...So...it's right that you should find those people and remind them...But what about those disturbing others??? At least they're having their lessons??? LOL...think about it...
Oh ya...
Even the teacher didn't do anything to make us pass up the homework we need to pass...
But you...you made this rule...by YOURSELF...without our agreement...you made the rule and run it like everybody loves it... The teacher herself have other ways...that suits both student and teacher...a win-win situation...now you came in and said that even though teacher runs that way we are still going to follow this rule...IT'S A DEMOCRATIC WORLD!!! Where is OUR rights??!! Even the government needs to listen to the people...because it be the people's vote that keep them running on top...It be OUR votes that gave you this place...and it can be OUR votes that take away your place...so...REMEMBER that we are clever-minded living humans...We have rights as well...I know you wanna do your best and make it all very systematically...but...you still have to ask the others which are apparently more than the committee board... so ... you have to get your target aimed at the right place before shooting out your brilliant ideas...they are really brilliant ideas...But...used at the wrong place...

Human are a weird species...
When they are happy...they talk more...
When they are angry...they talk EVEN more...
It's a good thing I have this blog to release my anger...Now I feel better typing out the whole blog... no more anger... once passed... passed...

Still finding the light I need to write for scholastic...
I need the creative story...and best plot...the words can come later...
I don't even have a clue of what should I write!!!
I need peace and quiet to do that... but lately...I'm not staying up late and doing stupid things in the middle of the night...I have been very good these days...LOLZ...Cause I stepped in the new year a new way...I stepped into the toilet...and kept on visiting it for weeks...Not that NOT visiting the toilet is good...But visiting it at a large frequency is bitter and pain...I have been sick since new year til...now...That why I have been a very good boy these days...But without the night...Where can I get the light?!? After I recover...I will sure find someday...erm...some midnight to complete the masterpiece I need...Some night...again...




Tomorrow...my grandpa's health report will come out...He was suspected to have cancer... More details are on the report tomorrow...
Grandpa asked all of us to pray with him this night...This is the first time I heard him pray...out loud...My whole life...the first time...and it was about this...God really knows how to move people...He just knows it all...
I felt my heart burn when my grandpa peacefully speaks out his prayer to God...Deep in there is a soothing voice calming him down...Grandpa said that after he found blood when going to toilet and the test for it...he felt no pain or fear...for he know that God is with him... He has peace...and even gave all the glory to God... Asking us all to witness his commitment to God...I witness my grandpa's relationship with God...and pray that he will continue to walk with God to the very end...


I just hope the end isn't near yet...
I just pray...
After tomorrow...we will know...whatever the results are...God has His way...and will give peace whoever has faith in Him...and we will put our 100% faith in Him...




Maybe this is the night where I get my light...
I'm still feeling awake...
But there is still homework to do...




School band tomorrow...
Think I better sleep la...