Was suppose to be happy these few days...I WAS happy these few days...until today...
Everything in my mind seem to have gone wrong...
I feel so weak doing everything...
I feel so wrong doing anything...
It's like every move I take will lead me to disaster...
And today...
There's finally one move that hit me right on the face...
Stabbed my heart...
And kicked me at the butt before it went away...
=(
I can use a very simple word to express what I feel now...
S-a-d......
Such short word...with only 3 letters...yet it covers my whole heart...and not letting one bit of sunshine into me...not letting a freckle of joy into me...
T.T




JOSEPH NG YI LE~! ! !
You shouldn't be here crying like a baby! ! !
You shouldn't be moaning like a dog! ! !
You shouldn't be looking yourself down at this moment! ! !
THIS MOMENT...You should be standing back up...Looking back up...Walking back up...to that stage...Even though things seems so hopeless...Miracles do happen...When you ask for it...and chase after it...
I can do anything through Him who strengthens me...
And it's about time that I know this principal...
It's time...