Looking at this blog that is almost dead is like looking at a mirror...
It's disastrous...the view of my thoughts...It's chaotic...
The sleepless nights left me...I've gotten too obsessed in lingering in my dreams...When I can run away from reality... When I can see my dream life...

Yes...it is a fact that I'm escaping from reality...for it hurts too much to see so many sorrows and pain all around me...right beside me...deep inside me...

Looking at the mirror...Reading the past...I looked back...and I regret doing that...
Choices that shouldn't be made...
Chances that should be grabbed...
Efforts that shouldn't be put...
Energy that should be used...

However, I'm grateful that I ended up at where I started...it's just that I have walked in a big circle...big meaningless circle...






Won't be around for 4 days...
Be going up a hill to quiet things down...