Once again...
The tiny sound of my fingers skipping upon the keys
Rings in my ear...
Even with my earphones on
Each last jingling of the keyboard
Can be heard over the music...
Feel the gentle wind from my fan above...
And the silent night falling deeper...deeper...

So quiet...
I can hear my own heart beating...
In the rhythm of uncertainty...
Unsure of what the night leads to...
Or what it brings...
For now...What I only know is...
The deeper the night is...
The more tired I will be...
But....don't forget...
The closer it will be to the crack of dawn...

Should I sleep through the night...
And miss the first light...?
Or...
Should I ride through the night...
And witness the dawn of a new page of my life story...?

Oh how much I love the night...
The moon hiding behind the clouds...
The world concealing in the shadows...
The story within the night...
It hurts so much...too much...
I can't sleep through it...but I know I must...
For it hurts even more...
But when I close my eyes...
Nightmares...come filling my night...

Where have the sweet dreams gone?

Like the moon...
They have hidden themselves behind the grey clouds in this silent night...
Sleeping...
Until I walk out of this shadow...

I really want to cry...

Night...
Speaks the best of me...