I miss...
Those days...
Sometimes...
Someone...

And the same question keeps popping up...
Why?



I don't understand... ... ... ...



It rains in your bedroom...
Everything is wrong...
It rains when you're here...
It rains when you're gone...

This is not happening...

Once again...
The tiny sound of my fingers skipping upon the keys
Rings in my ear...
Even with my earphones on
Each last jingling of the keyboard
Can be heard over the music...
Feel the gentle wind from my fan above...
And the silent night falling deeper...deeper...

So quiet...
I can hear my own heart beating...
In the rhythm of uncertainty...
Unsure of what the night leads to...
Or what it brings...
For now...What I only know is...
The deeper the night is...
The more tired I will be...
But....don't forget...
The closer it will be to the crack of dawn...

Should I sleep through the night...
And miss the first light...?
Or...
Should I ride through the night...
And witness the dawn of a new page of my life story...?

Oh how much I love the night...
The moon hiding behind the clouds...
The world concealing in the shadows...
The story within the night...
It hurts so much...too much...
I can't sleep through it...but I know I must...
For it hurts even more...
But when I close my eyes...
Nightmares...come filling my night...

Where have the sweet dreams gone?

Like the moon...
They have hidden themselves behind the grey clouds in this silent night...
Sleeping...
Until I walk out of this shadow...

I really want to cry...

Night...
Speaks the best of me...

I don't know if I've heard it correctly...
If it is...
Then...





=(






How many days...
How many chances...
I finally felt how those people felt before...
When we were all fighting for the 10 minutes' stage lights...
When we were all making the music that not only touches the audiences...
But most of all...
Our own hearts...

I miss those days...
When all of us...
Everyone of us...
Put our heart into our music...
One band
One sound

We are HHSB~

Feel the warmth...
That only summer breezes can bring...
Sweet little notes of spring begin...
Nothing to fear...

Touch the cold...
That only winter snow can bring...
Brown yellow leaves of autumn falling...
Nothing to feel...

Smell the air...
That only happiness can bring...
One little door of future opening...
Nothing to find...

Sense the wind...
That only depression can bring...
Pure slight smile of me appearing...
Something hopeful...





12...... =p

More injuries
You will get
If you do this...

And that's why our eyes are put in front...
To face our future...
And not our past...

I have chosen...
And so it be...





And then it rains in your bedroom
Everything is wrong
It rains when you're here
And it rains when you're gone...

Got a long way ahead...

And I'm not afraid...

Want to ask...but don't know how...
Want to say...but don't know what...
Want to blame...but don't know who...
Want to cry...but don't know why...
Want to die...but don't know when...

When will that happen...?
I hope it never will...

Colors fade to gray...
Every precious moment's now a waste...

Hoping it would pass...
The red light starts to flash...
It's time to wait...

And the black keys...
Never look so beautiful...
And a perfect rainbow never seems so dull...

I'd rather be myself...
Linger among the black keys...

Like oil upon your feet
Like wine for you to drink
Like water from my heart
I'll pour my love on you

If love is like perfume
I'll lavish mine on you
Till every drop is gone
I'll pour my love on you...

Is there a way
To show the passion in my heart
To express how truly great I think you are

My dearest friend
Lord this is my desire
To pour my love on you...





What happened...?
Between us...

Please...
Don't do this to me...

Do you know what crying inside feels like?






Why...
Have I become like this...

Another blow...
Then I think I'm done...





Finally completed creative writing... Such a dreadful task to do...
I'm not a sad-ending writer...
No matter how sorrowful the content is...
The ending of my story...
Is always happily ever after...

Although we lost...
We ain't going to lose our spirits too...

I know I can't ask you guys to become professionals so suddenly...
I can only ask you guys to fight side by side with me...
And that's what I want...
And that's what I got...
Thank you guys~

There's still a volleyball inter-class competition...
Let's not forget that...
Hehe...

That's the word to describe...
Morning til night...
Your essences drifting...

High up in the air...
Eventually dissappearing...
At last leaving traces of nothing...
RIght from that moment...
The rain came pouring back down...

Not showing what I really feel...

That's the word to describe...
Morning til night...
Your essences drifting...

High up in the air...
Eventually dissappearing...
At last leaving traces of nothing...
Right from that moment...
The rain came pouring back down...

Not showing what I really feel...

In the end...
I was marvelled by Your power once more...
You picked my heart strings so easily...
And brought me through Your wonders...

Thank You~






Ask you something...
Yeah~
Can I ask you this question...?
Sure, go ahead...
I want to question you...
Uh~ what question?
Can you answer me this question?
Erm...and your question is?
My question is: "Can I ask you a question?"
And my answer is YES...your question?
"Can you answer me directly to this question?"








I hope your answer...
is Yes...

Darkness fall...
People snores...
Silence stays...
All the way...

Where can I...
Let my sigh...
Loom above the shadows...

Clock still ticks...
People sleeps...
Minutes passed...
Sleep I must...

When will I...
See my cry...
Fly above the meadow...






It is You Lord...
That lightened up my ways...
In times of desperate feelings...
or gloomy day...
You make me smile in ways I can't imagine...
Unto Your hands...
I commit my life...
With all I am...
Unto the palm of you hands...
Use me O' Lord...
Teach me to sing in times of sorrow...
Praise You in the wildest storms...
Give glory to You in Your blessings...
Bow down at Your presences...
Keep me O'Lord...
Away from temtations...
Away from sins...
Away from the world...
and close to Your kingdom to come...
Hold me O'Lord...
I love You...
Because You loved us first...