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When I'm less than I should be...
When I just can't face the day...
When darkness falls around me...
and I just can't find my way...
When my eyes don't clearly see...
and I stumble through it all...
You I lean upon, you keep me strong...
And you rise me when I fall...

You are there when I most need you...
You are there so constantly...
You come shining through, you always do...
You are always there for me...

When life brings me to my knees...
When my back's against the wall...
You are standing there right with me...
Just to keep me standing tall...
Though a burden I might be...
You don't weary, you don't rest...
You are reaching out to carry me...
And I know I'm heaven-blessed...

You are there when I most need you...
You are there so constantly...
You come shining through, you always do...
You are always there for me...



Thank you...
For being there for me...
Life have push me down to my knees...
But only You can pull me up on my feet...
Standing tall...on mountains of challenges...

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You're half a world away, standing next to me.
It seems that every day, I'm loosing you almost invisibly.
Though you are near, I can't reach that far.
Across to where you are and so you stay.
Just half a world away....

And I would cross the universe for you.
What good would it do if you weren't even there?
Till you return and until your way is clear.
I will be here, not half a world away.

You're half a world away and no one is to blame.
If love outlives it's day and turns into an ember from a flame.
I love you as before till words will be no more.
Till I can't find a way to where you stay.
Just half a world away....

And I would cross the universe for you,
but what good would it do if you weren't even there?
Till you return and until your way is clear.
I will be here,
Not half a world away....




Why so far away, when you are right beside me?
Why so far away, when I want you to stay?
Such beautiful melody accompanied with exquisite words...
Perfectly expressed my feelings...
Though near, but I can't reach that far....
And so I stay, but half a world away....
Ceaselessly, stay that way....




你要保守你的心,胜过保守一切。
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Finally done with the debate...
Even though how tough it is to prepare for this tournament...
How stressful it is to go through so much devastating debates...
and not forgetting how iniquitous situations we've been through...
Like what one of the adjudicator told us..."You are here to learn essentially, winning stays second in your priority."
And like what he said...we learnt...we experienced...and we grew stronger and brawnier after each debates...

Even though we shouldn't have lost 2 of the matches...(4 matches altogether)...We still learnt alot of valuable lessons...For instance: NEVER EVER trust all adjudicator!!! They might not have debate backgrounds and only judge you by the feeling of being convinced no matter how sturdy your point is, but if your speech is not attractive...you lose...Those are noob adjudicators...
And we lost because of the same reason that we haven't have a good speech...
If we had adjudicators which have debate backgrounds (There's 3 ads...but only the chief is a debater), we could have won 3 matches...1 clear win and 2 trash win...
The first match we lost because of some strategy problem...we walked right into the trap they've set up...T.T...and so we all agree on that lost...
But the second match, we used the same strategy that our last opponent used on us...all through the debate we grabbed on to their weakness and clear it out loud...The Chief Adjudicator was sure that we won at the last speech of ours...but he was "out-voted" because the other 2 adjudicator says that the opposition have a better speech and smoother presentation...

WE WERE SO PISSED OFF!

2nd match's real margin (Given by the Chief Adjudicator): 3-0, a clear win...what a waste...
NVM...everyone told us to look forward and take this as an experience...The adjudicator told us we did good and keep it up...just be careful with presenting our speech to dumb dumb judges...He can't do anything to help us also because the other two ads won't change their mind...

But at the 3rd match...we lost for the same reason...SAME STUPID REASON...but this time the Chief adjudicator somehow "forced" the other 2 adjudicator to say out loud their reason for giving the other team a win..."They did well on their speech, smooth and clear language..." Bla bla bla...ALL on their way of talking...but not because of their POINTS...
The Chief then came up and said why he gave US the win...He said: "Debate...is all about THINKING...MIND GAMES...CONVINCING POINTS...and STRATEGIES to make your opposition look bad...Hin Hua gave fervent points and made it clear that the opposition didn't manage to answer questions that they gave...and their 2nd speaker, Ta Yong (He liked Ta Yong's style... XD) made alot of constructive POI's (Point of Information)... the 3rd speaker (Me...) pointed out the main clash all through the debate and made their stand (He liked my content but not my speech...LOL)...lastly the 1st speaker's reply speech (Bryan...a joker more than a debater...lmao) made it clear that they were the winning team..."
Well...basically the other 2 adjudicator have nothing else to say...such dim-witted guys...

3rd match's real margin (Also given by the Chief Adjudicator): 6-0...A very surprising score...We finally TRASHED someone...XD...But we were once again "out-voted" by 2 obtuse judges...It was this Chief Adjudicator who told us to learn for these matches but not to be just chasing the winning dream...and he also told us to imagine what we will be like if we continue to debate in such a way...and what we will be like when we are debating in Universities...Loved that guy...

Our one and only win...which was the last match...We won...because they were 2 adjudicator with debate backgrounds...Of course we will be a really lame team to lose against another scanty team...But we still asked the one and only adjudicator who gave us the lost...He said: "Your counter proposal ain't really clashing with the topic today... You only proposed it out but I don't really see it engaged with the topic..."

What the heck????

Topic: This House would allow prisoners to donate their organs in exchanged for shortening sentences...

And our counter proposal is...Give them shortened sentences based on their conducts...and if they served the government for public service...How can it be a COUNTER proposal if it didn't clash with the topic...We were talking about this thing because we don't want the other thing, doesn't that seems clashing to you?

But...never mind...We still won in the end didn't we... =)

4th match's margin (Given by the Chief I suppose): An incredible margin of 11-0, which is unusual...but she said the opposition's mechanism was too...inadequate, inferior, deficient, mediocre.......Maybe I'm a bit too exaggerating...well basically it's too poor...another adjudicator gave 0.5-0...close win...don't really know why...

Well...to sum it all up...
We had a "great" time being pissed off by "professional" adjudicators...
and most of all...
We have learnt ALOT of things...and grew by feets...
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Ups and downs...
And...
High and low...
And...
Right then left...
Forward and backward...

I've heard someone said...
Being busy, is blessed...
Because it takes you away from sad memoirs...
What a notable sentence...What a phrase...What a dream...
Impermanently takes us away...
How I wish...and I suppose most will also wish this way...
That this provisional getaway can become undeviating...
A true escape from our grief...

Such enormous stress...
Such colossal pressure...
Such mammoth worries...
WAH~~~~!

Sometimes...
I feel like quiting...
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I am not here to boast...
Cause the one that put the most effort is Him...
I am not here to boast...
Cause the one that put the most strength is Him...
I can do anything through Him who strenghtens me...
And I did it... =)

I even had a fever before I delivered my speech...
So...I prayed and prayed...Prayed that my head will be conscious...
They said that I was trembling when I walked out...Another said I my legs were shaking when I gave my speech...
Wow??!!
I had my time up there...and wished it was longer...
Now I shall move on...
Believing that He is forever there...Carrying me...
All through the day...and night...
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It's been a long time since my last entry...
Wow...
So much work...
So much pressure...
Now I really have to stop...and breathe...
IN...OUT....




Don't know what to write...
Actually I do...
Don't know where to start...
Actually...I really don't know...
Oh forget it...




I should take my eyes off some things for a while...
They're really tiring me out...
Next Tuesday...Elocution...Yep...I entered the finals...WHOO~!
Next Saturday/Sunday...Debate...HICT...hmm....
I haven't accomplish my mission of Band Camp...
I haven't started running the project for Band Tour as well...
I am SOOOoooo INEFFICIENT...




I will not let history repeat itself...
I will grab this chance...
For how many notes it takes... =)
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Happy Birthday Sista~!

Even tho sometimes you really pissed me off...

But I will always love you and call you my lovely sista~!








Hope you can be more beautiful, pretty, cute, adorable, good-looking...Anything you like...AND of cause...treat me and Joshua betta...XD







Save the BEST for the last...
And so...
Let me be the last to wish you Happy Birthday~~
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When somebody loved me...
Everything was beautiful...
Every hour spent together...
Lives within my heart...

And when she was sad....
I was there to dry her tears...
And when she was happy, so was I
When she loved me....

Through the summer and the fall...
We had each other, that was all...
Just she and I together...
Like it was meant to be...

And when she was lonely...
I was there to comfort her...
And I knew that
she loved me...

So the years went by....
I stayed the same...
But she began to drift away....
I was left alone...
Still I waited for the day...
When she'd say,"I will always love you"

Lonely and forgotten...
Never thought she'd look my way....
And she smiled at me and held me...
Just like she used to do...

Like she loved me...
When she loved me...

When somebody loved me...
Everything was beautiful...
Every hour spent together....
Lives within my heart...

When she loved me...




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A great song from Toy Story 2...
Just putting it here to share...
It's actually about friendship...
But...the true meaning depends on how you are devour by it...
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Exam finally finish...
I think my chinese really really dead...

...
Guess what...
Yesterday went to KLCC...
I won't go there for shopping...and I'm not a science center fan...
So...
There's only one reason why I would go there...
MPO~!
A little Mozart evening...
3 Mozart famous pieces...
~Eine Kline Nachtmusik
~Violin Concerto No.3
~Symphony No.40 in G-minor (My favourite)

Wait for the photos...
We took a photo with the conductor...and the other I guess he would be the concert master...
Nice~~~
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