Lumière du monde

I rmb this feeling...yet I can't describe it by words...
It's like magnetic poles holding each sides back...
I don't know what direction it eventually goes...
Everything...feels like nothing...
My whole mind has gone numb...
Im tired of this crap...

Missed a few dayz of band practice...feels kinda guilty for it...but hey...it's me body's problem not my mind...That what comes after you played a whole 48 hours...No more voice...No more energy...Im begining to think that I should be an owl...Now I can't sleep at nite...And Im really tired in the morning SOMETIMES...yet sometimes I don't feel anything at all...
My emotions are suddenly too low...Finally...I finally rmb this feeling...Everytime after a camp...or vacation...or something like a party...or juz being with a crowd of people...this is the feeling I get after these...empty...quiet...silence...nothing...
Well...it's normal actually...after a few dayz...I'll get myself back...

Im getting really really forgetfull these dayz...I wonder if it's bcuz of juz finishing a big exam...My whole mind seems to went for vacation...lazy to think somemore...LOL...
Now I rmb something I forgot...the pics...haven't posted it up...btr write it down or else I will forget AGN...

*Haven't watch 2012 yet!!! ARGH~~!*

Tomoro be my dear Mummy's birthday!!!

Categories:

Leave a Reply