What day is it...and in what month...
This clock never seem so alive...
I can't keep up...and I can't back down...
I've been losing so much time...

All of the things...that I want to say...
Just aren't coming out right...
I'm tripping inwards...you got my head spinning...
I don't know where to go from here...

Cause it's you and me and all of the people...
With nothing to do...nothing to lose...nothing to prove...
And it's you and me and all of the people...
and I don't know why...I can't keep my eyes off of you...


(lyrics from lifehouse--you and me)


They kinda expressed what I feel...
No...it should be "felt"...
Nothing to do and nothing to lose...
That's why there's so much time gone away...slipped right through my hand...
Have I became the opposite as before?
What day is it...and in what month?
When my clock stopped...
Now...this clock never seemed so alive...
When reality hits me...
and I don't know why...I can't keep my eyes off of you...

Argh~! Nothing coming outta my mind...
Words don't form...
Sentences don't come together...
Not to mention a whole bunch gibberish is also hard to pump out now...

Well...at least SOME came out...
Why do I run out of inspiration sometimes?
There are a few reasons...
First, I'm very dumb...I need a lot of time to torture myself before I can form out something...
Second, I'm very blessed...Bad things turn away when they saw me...That's why there's no news going around...
On a second thought...actually no...Bad things happen alright...Interest things isn't happening everyday...and I'm not a blogger who writes his everyday life...I write digested things from everyday life...Half digested sometimes...
Third, I'm a lazy guy...My pea brain isn't just dumb...it's also too lazy to think sometimes...
Well...
I've just spent a 5 useless minutes to exlain why I can't write things...and I looked back at what I wrote...That's a whole lot more words than I thought...O.o





Just received news:
S1acY first volleyball match is against our old friend/rival...S1sT...
This should be interesting.... XD
God bless~!

No words from the heart recently...
Everything was just plain silence...
I like to keep it that way actually...
It gives me room to think...It gives me space to ponder...

Wondering around in your own mind for too long can be bad sometimes...
You start to become unrealistic...
Your dreams starts to intertwine with your life...
and when that happens...things can get a bit messy...
Although you have a smiling face put on all times...
Doesn't mean your inner self is the same as your costume...
When reality rip through your cover...
and left you bare...
It will be too late for you to pick up the pieces...
and even try to paste it back together...

Imagination...
Just enough of it...and you'll be considered a creative person...
Too much of it...then say hello to the asylum...

Sometimes...
It's good to be more realistic...

Just when you think everything's fine...
Your whole world collapses...and you found out that you're living a dream...
Painfully...opened your eyes...
Violently...reality hits you...
Your heart drops and breaks...
When you've found out that you're no match for anything...
When you've discover that you're too weak for everything...

Unwillingly, you woke up from your dream...
and saw what you've missed when you're gone...
So badly you wanted...
to go back to sleep...
to slip back your dream...

But no...life doesn't work like this...
Everyday you wake up from your sleep...
Thinking back what you've just gone through...
Only to know that it was all just a dream...

But hey...life isn't that bad...
Everyday you wake up from your sleep...
Thinking back what you've just gone through...
It's up to you to choose to live the dream...or let it sleep in your mind...

You will not sleep through anymore dreams...
cause you know there are times of nightmare...
You will not close your eyes anymore...
cause you know there aren't any replays...

Live out your dreams...and not sleep through them...