No heaviest???
Cause it only gets heavier...and heavier...
Cause it doesn't end...




I've notice something...weird around me...
Something...that I can't really accept...
Maybe it's my own opinion...
But I think this should be what we all are looking for...

What is love?
Love is patient,
Love is kind...
It does not envy,
It does not boast...
It is not proud...
It is not rude...
It is not self-seeking...
It is not easily angered...
It keeps no record of wrongs...

Love does not delight in evil but rejoice with the truth...
It always protects
It always trust...
It always hopes...
And always perseveres...
Always perseveres...

If it doesn't...I don't think that is a so-called love...
Today...people don't see love more than the feeling for each other...
If love is only based on feeling...Then I guess you wouldn't settle down with only one person...
Cause that feeling ends...

My heart desires for what I do not want...
I want what my heart does not desire...
Act as I feel...
Or do as I should...








The beast awoken in his cage...
Roaring...
Shouting...
Screaming...
Fighting...
To get out of his cage...

Exam's around the corner...
But I haven't officially started my revision...

I haven't been breathing right lately...
Even my heart beat feels a bit weird...
Where's the peace in my heart?
I've lost it somewhere...and didn't search for it...
Too many places to start my search...Too many things to stop me doing it...
But it doesn't matter now...
I can always get my new one...
I just have to kneel...
I just have to close my eyes...
I just have to hold my hands together...
I just have to ask...




Haven't finish E-challenge's script...
And....we have to present it for tomorrow...
I don't think we can go in the finals for this year...not even breaking through our class...
*sigh...
Anyway...The act we are preparing is called..."Day at the Musuem"
But...
*sigh...

There are times when we must face obstacles...
There are times when we must face challenges too...
There are times when we must face loses...
There are times when we must face life...
Life ain't simple and easy...
Life ain't soft and relaxing...
But that doesn't mean you have to complicate life even more...
It doesn't mean you can't have a joyful life...
It doesn't mean life...is meaningless...

















The man in the picture is Tom Hanks...

Debate finally over...
First...I will have an apology made to Octo...
I'm sorry that I didn't finish what you've told me to do...and brought up unnecessary problems for you...Again and again you told me to finish collecting those money...Again and again I postponed it and messed up...
Here's my explanation for the problems I've created...
For the two days you called me to collect the money...I've been away from class for most of the time...At most of the time I can't see those whom I need to collect the money from...And so I couldn't find other ways to find them...
Other than that...I was confused by the list you gave me and the buyers giving me the money...I was surprised actually...to be collecting the money all of a sudden...But as your friend I would be glad to help...The only problem is I am really busy at that time...and I am sure you understand me that I always prioritize those issues...

I really really hope that this doesn't affect our friendship...Because it will be stupid to quarrel over this nasi lemak...A tons of apologies again for making troubles for you...Hope you will understand...

=)

One by one...
I put on these weights...
Each one heavier than the other...
Each one larger than the other...
Do I have the strength to put up with all these things???
I know I don't...But He is helping me with alot of my burden...
So I know I can...



2 more days to Debate!!! But I'm still very blur at everything or anything... As a 3rd speaker...I clearly don't know what to do... Lets hope I don't die so ugly at Friday... T.T

Don't know why...
But I feel like crying...
Don't know why...
Cause I feel like nothing...
Tried to find...
What has been happening...
Can't find it....
The thing I've been finding...
Just trying to...
Escape from everything...




Words...can't express the feeling I have now...
Jumbled up with many things...
I need some rest...A whole day of it...
I need more encouragement...A whole list of it...
I need confidence...A whole heck of it...
I guess there's only one that can give all these to me...Only one who can relieve my pains...cure my injuries...rest my body...give me peace...