Know why my mind is so jammed...Sometimes, I wanna lie to myself...That you have your reasons to do this to me...Sometimes, I just give up...And put myself in a devastated situation... If only I could ask you...If only you would answer...Maybe it wouldn't be such an headache now...But you chose not to let me know...I couldn't understand...maybe I'm meant to understand you...Sometimes,

The answer's yes...After what you've gave me...I don't know how to face myself again...You've hurt me not in one single way...But continuous blow kept on coming...This is not at all...How we thought it was supposed to be...And nothing we can say...nothing we can do...Can take away the pain...the pain of losing you...But...We can cry with hope...We can grieve with hope...Cause

I can only imagine,what it will be like...when I walk by your side...I can only imagine,what my eyes will see...when your face is before me...I can only imagine...Surrounded by your glory, what will my heart feel?Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe will I be still?Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall?Will I sing hallelujah? Will I I be able to speak at

I shouldn't be sitting here actually...but I know I can't sleep if I don't do this...Well...things just ain't going the way it should be...or maybe the way I THINK it should be...Once again I asked myself...Should I torture myself with all of these? I could just close my eyes and act like nothing ever happened...I am worned down and torned to pieces...I keep on telling myself

Days...came nearer...I still remember you know? When we cherrish the days not seperated...I know...There's no way turning back...and no point as well...What can I do? After this few hours...we might as well become real strangers...But day after day...You remain hovering in my mind...Hanging by a thread...Clutching on to the memories...Day after day...I asked myself...the same

It didn't left me at all...Yes...It hurts real bad...Listening to all the words about it...Finding answers to reply the questions about it...This is really killing...honestly...Why?Am I really injured that bad?I hate this feeling...and putting salt on it ain't helping anything...I may put on a smile...But inside...I'm crying for help...I'm dying for someone to save me...I'm