31st Dec 2009...The last day of 2009...Before I say something about crossing this year...I would like to update some things...The last entry was typed at Pinang...where I was complaining about not having my holiday...well...Im glad now that I didn't quit that time...The youth camp "Who Are You?" was a hit...4 dayz 3 nitez of special time at Sufes Campsite, Tapah...I went there

Finally reached Pinang~!First nite here...not staying at Shi Yang's first...Stayed at Dad's tonite...Maybe we should have some more family time...Some more holiday...But work found his seat on the bus with me here...or maybe I brought it here...The concert over...now here's the camp...There's always things to do...Sometime even the things that wasn't meant for me to do...ended

Typed this blog in Shi Yang's house...Me, Joshua, another Joshua, Shi Yang, Dao Yi, and Tze Ee are staying over at Shi Yang's house...I won't list out the activities we had done...Bcuz some are maybe a bit too crazy...So...The 1812 concert is finally over...My heart felt lighter...ONLY a bit...When I found out that I still nidda type out the things for camp...*sigh*All my

Got sicked at training camp...Think maybe it's bcuz of the smoke they put at the grave...I don't understand why?! I always hated them doing that...Cuz whenever I got near to those places...My throat turns itchy...then the pain comes...sometimes if worse...asthma attack...haiyo~Anyway...Last nite...went to check my UEC exam result...I was soooooooo nervous that time...it was

It's been really crazy around these dayz...My life's crazy...Systems crazy...World has gone crazy...Crazy crazy crazy...I feel so fuzzed...chaotic...and tired as well...I wanna have a real holiday...Maybe a trip to the beach...and juz lie one the warm sands enjoying sun bathing...Maybe a trip to the waterfalls...and juz let the cooling waters touch my body...Maybe a trip to

Reality is cruel...N sometimes I hate facing it...Why must I bother myself with the future???I should be living with no worries...juz being a simple kid who goes to schools and attend church every sunday...Now I regret the choice I've made of not going to Pinang...not going to live with dad...not following him...but instead...I chose to stay back...and not decided to not leave

Y when everytime I wanna post something nice about TODAY...the time seems to skipped to 11.59pm...Then when I post everything turned to yesterday's stuff...Gosh...don't care...still 9th Dec 2009...So...Whole day not at home...Where did I went???I went to KLCC...Went there for concert...And oso the science center...Quite fun...wif the english Youths...They're really crazy sometimes...Okay...whole

I waited 5 mins for this little window to load finish...Why is the traffic still so jammed at this kinda time!!!SOOOOoooooo lagggggg.....I hate it when it lags....I was about to wish Shao Wei happy birthday de...before the day ends...when the com started to lag....haiz....Haiz...Shao Wei...Late wishes...Happy Birthday...SOoo lucky we ain't going to skul to buy books yesterday...(past

Not coming on to blog often these few days...Skul band practice gets more and more tiresome...Both physical and mental strength is losing...Haiz~Skul band practice...Pretty sums it up for wad I've been doing the few dayz back...In the end...My teeth kinda moved...moved back to where I started to get my bracelets...I wasted the effort of the bracelet in a few days of practices...the

Last nite didn't come to my blog to update...Bcuz I accidentally drank pear+orange juice...But the main guilty fruit is pear...I nvr heard anyone allergic to fruits...Fruits should be nice to everyone...We should actually eat it everyday...But my body seems to don't work that way...Only to pears........It was a painful experience...And I nvr wanna go tru that agn...I know

Really tired from church today...Even though not doing anything today...but...I felt tired...Learnt some PA skills...Next time wanna be sitting at the back...tuning the volume...fixing the mic...taking some naps...XDIt will be good for my ear training oso...I can hear some little tiny voice that the person who is teaching me can't...Cool....Maybe tatz wad u get when u join

It's been a real fruitful day...or should I say stomach-full day...Granpa took all of us to Bukit Jugra...Somewhere at Banting...The "Beggar's Restauran" isn't really wad I've expected...Granpa said that it's really hard to book a table there...They are full everyday...So...I thought they would be quite...up to speed with their popularity...They weren't.....The restaurant

Gosh...Gt a real stomach ache last nite...Suddenly woke up in pain...and in confusion...It's like someone poisoned me or something...The whole world feels like spinning...And my tummy feels like exploding...I almost threw out...I think...I feel like waking up in a nightmare (I was in another dream before the stomach ache hit me)...Dreamland and reality got mixed up...I don't

Found myself staring blankly at my laptop again...Found myself doing nothing in front of my laptop again...I can go to sleep...But I don't feel like it...I feel like doing things...that doesn't mean anything...like writing this meaningless post...I feel like...Nothing...My mind feels numb...unable to produce useful thoughts...It ain't telling me..."Go to sleep"It ain't telling

Im going to put band events top 5 on my list now...Top 1 will nvr change...It be our heavenly father...although sometimes...ya...u know...Top 2...My friends and family!Top 3...My dear piano...Top 4...My dear laptop...Oso the one that keeps on pushing to the first...Feels great to be back playing my clarinet...Even brought it back to house...Seems like my lips are really really

Me dad sent me an email...The email says about a very young CEO in India...The youngest CEO in India perhaps...At the age of 42...same as me dad...He died from a massive cardiac arrest...Heart attack stroked from nowhere...He wasn't fat...in fact he was a marathon runner...He was in great shape...Good diet...but he was the youngest CEO in India...Major pressure...Does that

Finding...Searching...Looking...For something...To do...In this boring week of holiday...Heard that most of my frenz are stuck at home or else at office....poor octo...Only this week will be a bit of boring...Cuz nowhere to go...After this week...It'll be practice...practice...and more practice...Practice for band...Practice for piano...Practice for skit for camp...It's gonna

Firstly...Late wishes to me mum...Happy Birthday!!! It's suppose to be yesterday (it's 12am now...considered second day)Hope you can still be young and beautiful and filled with your motherly love...Love ya mum...God bless!!!Now...Juz watched 2012 with me family...It's pretty weird to watch a movie about the end of the world on my mum's birthday...dad said it's quite matching...生日快乐...世界末日...both

Juz came back from the BBQ party at Angel's house...Wad a boom it was...Well...Got some bruise during the really very completely painful game of....Hit-you-with-the-bottle game...Anyway...I accidentally broke one of the chairs...BY ACCIDENT...didn't noe I was tat heavy already...XD...Still feel a little bit pain at my butt...feels like I got kick in the ass...but hey...new

I rmb this feeling...yet I can't describe it by words...It's like magnetic poles holding each sides back...I don't know what direction it eventually goes...Everything...feels like nothing...My whole mind has gone numb...Im tired of this crap...Missed a few dayz of band practice...feels kinda guilty for it...but hey...it's me body's problem not my mind...That what comes after

Well...For the whole story of my class' first and last vacation trip together...Im really really lazy to put it all up...Pictures will be coming soon...Okay...Juz one special thing that happened at the trip...We have a water polo game at first day...which was yesterday...It's ROOM 2 vs ROOM 1 & 3...Xiao kia....We were really outnumbered...Oh ya...Im in room 2...Each room

Lolz...Feel like typing...But nothing in mind to type...Or izit me can't express my feelings???Sunday...Can't go to church...Cuz I will be going to PD with class...2 dayz 1 nite...The first and last outting with my class...The first and last nite sleeping with my class...Wow...It all seems like yesterday when I first set foot in this skul...Tat time I haven't even reach 170cm

Yikes...Watch Tsunami agn...But this time with the deleted scenes that the cinemas didn't show...Major drop on my emotion scale...Kinda wanna cry out loud...Ok...Exaggerating...Well...after the show...I went back to continue devouring the last book of Pendragon...Well...Big ending...And at the big endings of the big novels written by big author published in big scales read

Today got my report card...Wow...Ain't that bad after all...But it's really obvious that year start I was only playing...My score was like shit...But it's more obvious that the 2nd semester I chiong-ed...Jump over 10 place...But...eventually the year start's score pulled me down...Well...After going in AC stream...Betta do more hard work..Since everyone wanna take their honeymoon...I

Two dayz liao...Didn't come to my blog to update...Adui...These few dayz too sleepy...Too tired...Kinda overslept everytime...I slept from 4pm to 4 am...Skipped my dinner oso...Btr change my lifestyle a bit...This is killing me...Wake up early in the morning but can't get back to sleep...Then when I tot of coming online to blog...The wireless seems to have some problems...Can't

Today was quite...plain...Chinese teacher told us wad really happened yesterday...During the discussion of the judges...she was there...And...She heard some things...Our class was actually tied off with the 2nd place...We were nearly knocked off...GOOOD THING....We had 4 parts in this choir...Which gave us a heck of advantages..AND...We ain't doing alot of flowery...and even

I can't believe Im this tired...I went to slept right after I came back from skul...Didn't know that I will sleep this long...From 5pm something...Til now...Skipped my dinner...Skipped my favourite tv show as well...Now...In the middle of the nite...Im well awake...But it's only 5 in the morning...I can only wait for the sun to come out now...Still so many ahead...Now I think

Well...We've made it...We've got the last glorious moment TOGETHER!!!We've proved to be the best among others...We are J3F!!!Thank you all...For listening...For giving advice...For cooperating...N...For being in this big part of the family...Thank you all...Not really in the mood of details...Juz happy for our recent winning...J3F da be

Tomoro...Be the day...Many has been waiting for...Before big occasions happened...Some small yet disturbing things do happen sometimes...Things so disturbing that may affect the big occasions...Don't let satan have his chance...Before going on the battlefield already fighting own people is the dumbest thing to do...But nowadayz...Ppl do tat...However we still have the chance

Slept too much for nap...Now my eyes are wide open...Nth much to do now...Tomoro will be a busy day though...Gotta go clean the toilet...lolx...It'll be fun I guess...It's all boyz!!!When a group of boyz do something together at the same time...same place...things will get crazy...especially in the toilet...Old Scottish Melody...An old song...But a whole lot nicer than the

Tru God's blessings...Our class got in the finals...It was really something...The other form 2 choirs were real good...But most of 'em were juz performing...not singing...6 outta 10 i guess were juz using their costumes...boards...this...that...flowery things to get the marks...I say...they got their full 10 marks for the creative section but threw their 30 marks of music...=pBut

Emotion...Y is there emotion...Emotions are linked to feelings...Feelings are linked to thinking...Y is there happy...Y is there sad...Y is there anger...Y is there bored...Y is there scare...Why?!It's there...From the begining...Till the end...It will still be there...Feelings affects our actions...Feelings affects our words...Feelings affects quite much thing....Sometimes...We

How to make a band play nicer...How to make a choir sing better...How to make a song sound more beautiful...How to make myself more into the song...Critics has started to come...Juz at the start of my conducting...Should I move on...Or should I move away...I now taste the true flavour of conduct...It combines the essences of sweet...bitter...sour...sometimes tasteless...I've

Another month passed...Entering the ending of this year...Then I start to think back...Look back...Rewind back...To all the dayz behind me...I see mistakes...Falls...Failures...But those are only the dots...On the big white board...Wad is the big white board???It be the blessing through out the year...I found that everyday...I was filled with blessing God gave...Cuz everyday...is

First day sitting at 1st...Feels kinda great...All those beside are real good players...And more you get to interact with coach...But...Pressure...Pain...Practice...Practice...I really needa get more practice...Well...No pain No gain...Now I need to have pain...Then I can have gain...Fair enough...^^Choir in our class...quite well...Everyone was quite into it AT FIRST...But

Once agn...I was back to the old dayz...after the hard long exam...it's another wave of hard long band pracitces...hip-hip-hurray???NOOooo....My lips...My breath...My lungs...My stomach...My brain...Wow...Soooo tired...But hey...no pain...no gain...N wad did I gained??? Music...The enjoyment of music...There be nth better...then enjoying ur hard long basics...and playing the

绿色树下堆满礼物彩色卡片围绕火炉笑容在人们的脸上流露喜乐从音符滑出每一句真诚的祝福化成天使为我们守护爱的降临揭开了 圣诞的序幕这是最美丽的礼物叮叮当 叮叮当铃声多响亮在这闪烁的光彩之中我心不住歌颂叮叮当 叮叮当铃声多响亮在这永恒的应许中爱就是最美的礼物Y?This be the song we will be singing at the competition...Y?I wan this to be remembered...Tat we...J3F...Sung together...Been together...Wadever together...We...2009 J3F...Be the best class...I think...Will ever have...Gambateh

Here i am...Sitting in front of my com...In the middle of the nite...Enjoying my time after UEC...N thinking of things...Things long burried deep within my mind...I've juz finished the SATB for our choir...(SATB means voice sections. S for Seprano/A for Alto/T for Tenor/B for Base). At first it would be pretty easy...Its only finding the chords rite??? When I started...I found

Finally...All the hardwork given...Hardwork???Think so...lolUEC has finally ended

Today...Sometime around 5 in the morning...Somewhere near Ipoh...A car lost it's control...N crash onto the divider on the cars right...If the car slided to the left...There would be nothing left of it...Cuz at the left...Was the slope of the mountain...The danger wasn't ended...yet...The car was at the divider...In the middle of the road...In the middle of the nite...Cars

The long awaited finish...Last day...Last day...27th October...2009...I have been waiting u for AGES!!!AHAHAHA!!!!MUAHAHAHA!!!!omg...i've gone crazy...tatz wad books will do to u if u don't read them day by day...then suddenly swallow them at the last minute...O.o!!!After "Independence Day of UEC"...SoOOoooOOOooo~~~~much to do...lolx...First~!The choir~~!J3f's last...really

Last 3 dayz...to UEC...Im not sure whether am I prepared...My heart is not beating like usual these dayz...It keeps on skip a beat or two...Can't catch my breath sometimes...Study...til wanna cry...Things I tot i noe...isn't really wad i tot...7 more dayz...A week...All will be over...OH YA...I have chosen...Chosen Account Stream...Y???Cuz...I have chosen...To walk the path

He is totally...100%...full...blind...I cut...Then he said...i dint cut...N HELP ME CUT OFF MY PRECIOUS HAIR!!!I reli wanna c him try standing in MY position...Try out having a ridiculous haircut...Feel the pain and agony given frm "dearest" frenz...Receive curious, weird, disgusted stares and glares from others...OMG...WANNA TRY TAT!?TEACHER!?A few cm's over my eyeBROWNS

Wow...how long has it been...Since skul band's concert...Finally have time to come to this blog...I have passed a full 15 yrs on Earth!!!lolx...Juz passed me birthday...6th August...I am half way to mid age dude...zzz...Y am i thinking tat...lolzzNow...August...Happened alot of things...Including...Birthday...ssss...Then...Exam...sss...after tat...not much...Oh ya!!Im gonna

Finally...725... is hereNow the time is 6.50am...Before going to skul...I wanna wish everybody in the band...All the Best!!!Letz make this day a memorable day...Letz make this day an unforgettable day...My first concert...I hope its not the last...People!We shall do our best...We shall treat it like its our last...We shall cherrish the last moments...We shall make one sound

Juz 3 more...3 MORE DAYZ!!!After the hard work...After ALL the hard work...we have finally come to the end...the time to show...the time to perform...the time to make music...Ouch~~!Teeth still pain...hope can get back to mysef b4 the concert...or else rely hard to play...wad a waste as well...3 MORE DAYZ LEFT~~!!!GAMBATEH HHSB...!!!WE R THE BEST!!

Wow...long time dint come n blog agn...quite buzy...quite lazy...quite sleepy all the time...Now...Between the last blog...N this new blog...A few special things happened...Sports Day...Our class gt~~~Footdrill 2nd place...Girls Group 1st place...J3,S1 Group 2nd place...quite some achievement...I mysef gt a bronze at 1500m ONLY...XD800m...couldn't do btr bcuz i hurted my leg

2moro is a very important day...if everyone wans to get 1st place...if everyone rely see the goal of our class as an important thing...Winning...is such a simple thing...the only thing it takes...is the word...together...thinking together...practicing together...work together...march together...run together...shout together...n finally...we win together...I hope 2moro...everyone

This is another point in my life where i hav to go tru the valley of death...Soooooo low....Rocks keep falling from above...Hitting me...Knocking me down...Robbers robbed me...Wolves chased me...Its winter again...With so many things ahead...I dunno where to put my priority in...Sports day...important...Concert...more important...Exam...much more important...In these events

Cant get out frm the feeling...Depressed...Sad...Worried....Pressure...All kinds of negative feeling...Crowded in my mind...My project dunno how to do...All data dissapear on my old com...cuz com gt virus...Now...Trying to find a way to make colour outta my printer...Help me ah....Whenever i hav this autumn feeling...i feel like leaving mysef frm the world...i like the feeling

I dint juz went to Melaka for tat children camp...(oh ya...tat place was incredible...El Sanctuary...)Most of my holidayz weren't sleeping at home...In fact,I've spent more nitez outside than at home...Geezz...After the camp...Was another camp...Skul band training...But b4 tat...On 7th June...I went to a concert with my band...KLCC...MPYO...Malaysia Philharmonic Young Orchestra...Gotta

This is the part 2 of Now where was I...Oh ya...Kids!!!Zhi Ern...special child...touch me heart as well....XDAnother kid who quite made an impression on me is.....Jaxine...(dunno how to spell...XD...)A cute little girl...6yrs old...I dint rely notice her at Sunday Skul...Cuz...First thing...i dont rely go there often unless gt children performance...Second thing...she is rely